No. Stop.
Do not change the subject.
That is the bone that needs to be gnawed.
That is the problem with humanity.
It is never about humanity.
It is about my humanity, above all else.
My safety. My comfort.
My corner. My exemption.
My right to remain untouched while the fire chooses another house.
Ego chose fealty to corruption for the old lie of a safe corner.
That is the bargain. Not goodness.
Not order. Not country. Not law.
Not even survival in any honest collective sense.
Only the private fantasy that if I bow correctly,
if I excuse enough,
if I keep my head down,
if I offer them my silence,
my loyalty, my neighbor, my turning away,
then perhaps the machinery will pass over me.
Agreement comes with an unspoken timeline.
That is the part they do not say aloud.
The shield is always temporary.
The protection is always rented.
The exemption is always conditional.
Until it is your turn to be the shield.
Until your usefulness thins.
Until the appetite widens.
Until the line redraws itself
and your name appears
on the other side of it.
Slowly at first.
A flicker in the wall.
A dampness in the floorboards.
A distant sound you told yourself was nothing.
Then your safe haven is flooded with light.
Not warmth.
Exposure.
The kind that shows the waterline on the walls.
The kind that reveals there was never a corner,
only a delay.
The kind that leaves every excuse small and frightened
and out in the open.
Your ears catch the faint sound of the piper’s pipe.
By then, you know.
Desperate, you look for your savior,
learning too late he is now your accuser.
That is how it always was.
The hand that asked for your faith was never building shelter.
It was measuring your willingness to kneel.
The voice that promised protection
was only teaching you to accept the narrowing.
The bargain was never meant for your safety.
It was meant to keep you useful
until your fear had done its work.
There is nothing noble here.
Nothing sacred in the smallness.
Nothing righteous in the shrinking circle.
Nothing wise in sacrificing the world
for the fantasy of a defended self.
That is the rot.
Not that humanity fails to understand itself,
but that again and again,
under pressure,
it chooses the self over the shared,
the corner over the commons,
the temporary shield for one over the living whole,
and still calls it reason.


